I'm so tired. That bone weary, just want to lay my head on the pillow tired. I've cried a thousand tears for men this week. Men I loved, men I love still. It's quiet now, very still in my solitude. I said goodbye to my uncle, my father for so many years. I miss you so much already, and this sadness just won't seem to pass. Goodbye for now to Malcolm. You know I love you, but that path that we walked together...it's time for me to change road for a bit. My lover, my mate, my friend. And Jachin. I love you as well.
Change is always upsetting, frightening. I know all these wonderful men will be fine. Many blessings, all my love, and laughs to remember.
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