I've been envisioning this blog for a long time now. Seeing it's existence within the quiet yet active folds of my brain, forming it's breadth and purpose the way we women goddesses often form our perfect children. Those children are conceived, and we wait. But the waiting is an active process where imagination meets reality. This blog will be that child for me. It has matured enough in my mental and emotional processes to be birthed. And so the beginning.....sloppy, joy filled, tremulous.....
I wish to chronicle a journey here, my journey and that of my partner. We are swingers enjoying an amazing life, but more than that, we defy all the odds. I am a fat girl, he is a black man. We are a BBW interracial couple, but holy cow do we have some incredible fun. My purpose is to open your eyes to a lifestyle that many consider taboo, dirty, slutty, harebrained, or otherwise unfit for "normal" people. My other purpose is to open people's eyes to how beautiful every woman can be....short, tall, fat, skinny... But mostly to hammer away the point that BBW's, or BIG BEAUTIFUL WOMEN are gorgeous, desirable, beautiful women just the way they are. My partner and I are committed to enabling women to love themselves for who they are NOW...not what someone else thinks they should become. I've struggled with body image my whole life. I still do most days because it's not something you can let go of after a lifetime of programming to believe you aren't quite right. This is my real journey. The journey to share my discovery of just how right I really am, in all the ways that matter most.
I hope you will pardon me while I struggle to put this together in a cohesive manner. I'm looking forward to sharing the past and present with everyone that cares to walk along side me for a bit.
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