Jealousy Revisited

Truth be told, things couldn't really be better with Malcolm and I. He's attentive, he's available, he's being called pussy whipped by his roommate. LOLOL. We have been having a great few weeks together, and I'm hopeful that they'll just keep getting better and better.

So why jealousy? Well, yes, he's still a jealous ass but no more than normal. No, the jealousy I'm being afflicted with isn't coming from Malcolm. It's not even coming from Jachin. It's coming from a new and improved kind of Medusa.

What is it with women anyway? Never satisfied, it would seem. New and Improved Medusa, or Medusa Squared has already done a number of fucked up things in her attempt to purge herself of me. She said awful things about Malcolm, even though he was nothing but nice to her. And when I tried to have a civil conversation with her, she launched into a tirade of what a man whore Malcolm is and I should "WRAP YOUR MIND AROUND IT GIRLFRIEND". I remember wondering where that had come from after I'd simply tried to be nice to her, and I also remember thinking "well damn, ain't that the pot calling the kettle black". Her assumption wasn't even based in reality, this woman has no idea that we're swingers, has no idea I run 2 clubs for swingers. Her idea of Malcolm being a man whore was based on his baby mommas. And it was so tempting to blast her out of the water and destroy her fragile pea brain with the truth. But no, Malcolm put a noose and a gag on me and said to let it go.
Damn.

All for being Jachin's friend. Well, you know.

Jachin and I ARE just friends right now. I decided, after I took my break from both guys, that I needed to focus my attention on Malcolm where it belonged. As both the love of my life and my master, he deserves my full and complete attention. He should NEVER feel like he doesn't have both my mind and heart at all times. My lapse in paying attention was inexcusable, though he's acknowledged that he takes some of the blame for boycotting Affinity and leaving me on my own. It's unfathomable to me that some women are incapable of understanding that not all breakups have to be horrendous, that you can stay friends with your ex. Not that she even knows that Jachin is my damn ex.

She had befriended me on Facebook, and I allowed it since I needed neighbors for my farm. LOL, yes I'm one of the many Farmville addicts. But while in conversation with Jachin it came to my attention that she was using her connection to me to spy on me and see what I was up to...keeping tabs on me....JUST LIKE MEDUSA NUMBER ONE DID. Fuck that shit, I terminated the connection and refused her subsequent requests. I'd have simply gone on refusing her and laughing, until I noticed that of a sudden, my DAUGHTER'S page showed her as a friend. The bitch had joined my 10 year old's page to use her as a tool to get to me.

I was livid. How despicable, deplorable, low life, ghetto tramp kinda shit. I called Jachin and told him to handle it. Here's the deal, this bitch has turned this into a fucking battle (again!). And for WHAT? Because I happen to be a friend to a man she wants to possess. Damn fool, as if he COULD be ANYONE's possession. And I'm not the one she needs to battle because I don't currently have an intimate relationship with him. Not only that but I can't really help but see him often as he LIVES WITH MY SIGNIFICANT OTHER!!! And really, there are rules to war, and kids are off limits. Period.

Jachin doesn't want to handle it. I've given him an ultimatum, and it is that either he handles it or I will. I guarantee it will be way more ugly if I do it. WAY MORE FUCKING UGLY. I won't tolerate a bitch trying to tamper with my relationship with Malcolm, who by the way, also can't stomach her anymore. And I definitely won't tolerate ANYONE fucking with my kid. EVER.

It has to be something that Jachin does, I think, to produce so many Medusas. Because there are more, waiting their turn to fuck with me. Thankfully most are just too timid to amount to anything. But this one burns with the fire of righteous Bible Belt indignation, and is sure she's completely in the right. What she can't understand is that I'm in a happy fulfilling relationship (the fact of which seemed to piss her off even more) and I have a beautiful daughter that I love beyond measure. My life is really good right now, and I look forward to every tomorrow. Jachin is a great friend, even with all his drama. We've settled comfortably into friendship without sex, which is actually really fantastic and relaxed. My daughter loves him as the only man that has acted like a father towards her, and cherishes all the moments he makes incredibly special for her. How can anyone feel threatened by the relationship a grown man has with a little girl?

So Jachin has a couple more days to deal with this before I intervene. He says he'd rather take a burning needle to his eye. He better do it because if I have to intervene he'll be wishing he could chop his nuts off with a plastic knife. Wish me luck!