Blocking

Jachin had asked me to help him with a project this past Friday, and, since I had the day off, I had readily agreed. Afterall, it meant I could get to spend a little quality time with Malcolm before I actually had to be available to help out Jachin. I was really excited about it, and looking forward to it until Jachin changed his mind. Upon hearing my plan to come up early and have extra time to do whatever it is Malcolm and I would have decided to do, Jachin decided he didn't want me to go there. He made some lame excuses, said he didn't want to bother me, that I wouldn't be able to help him with his time line, and that he had already invested money in a full gas tank in Medusa's van. WTF? So, as confused as I was, because it had been a done deal, I started to probe about what the issue was. And at the root of it all was the fact that Jachin was attempting to block my rendezvous with Malcolm. Hmmmmmmmm......

Jachin claims not to be upset or jealous of my relationship with Malcolm. He says he's happy that we've settled our issues and are relatively happy with each other again. He says he's not bothered by our marathon sex sessions. But he also didn't deny that he was definitely blocking. So I spoke to Malcolm about it, and he laughed about it saying not to worry, he'd make sure it didn't become an issue. Trust and faith, and all that good stuff. I suppose there isn't much else to say about it except that I'm surprised that Jachin's little green monster reared it's ugly head. I suppose it might be hard for him to see the reality of our relationship in the flesh as opposed to just chatting about it with me, or with Malcolm for that matter since I recently found out that they discuss me between them. AWKWARD!! LOL, well that and the fact they are also picture sharing is creepy. I think Malcolm and I might have to have a lil chat about the picture issue although in reality, we have shared a lot of those pictures publicly, even though we've cropped the hell out of them.

I know now how Jachin must have felt when I talked with some of his booty calls and we discussed his sexual merits between us, giggling like schoolgirls. I also know why he was so creeped out when I became close friends with one of those women. It's kinda hard to conceive of two people that you've had sexual relationships with, one past and one current, being able to sit around and just have a chat about you. Makes one wonder what they could be discussing. It's interesting because each one will mention a snippet of their conversations to me. Malcolm had, on our extended ride home last party, told me that he and Jachin had been discussing having partners in the lifestyle, and that they had agreed that because of my flexibility and my confidence in my mate, and my openness in experimenting sexually, that I made a most excellent partner. I suppose it's the same as Malcolm and I discussing Jachin together, or Jachin and I discussing Malcolm together. But it really has become such a tangled web, albeit a friendly one.

The blocking thing tho.....that's gotta hit the can.