What an interesting week this has been, so far. I use the term "interesting" lightly and a bit sarcastically here. LOL. Jachin living with us has certainly been an adventure.
I have to say, first off, that Jachin has done a wonderful job of being a good roommate to me this past week. He has been cordial and circumspect, and has honored all of Malcolm's requests. Last night tested those limits to the max, and Jachin really passed the test. Big thank you to him for being a gentleman, I so appreciate everything he did to take care of me.
I went to a party last night, some small local affair. Malcolm and I had already talked about it, and it being his kid weekend again, he'd given me his blessing to go and have fun but be very safe. I assured him I had a game plan and that it did not include penetration, to which he was quite happy about. But I did have a hookup with a couple, the couple that happens to contain my girlcrush currently, and I wanted him to be ok with my playing with them. He of course was. I was, however, also introducing a new couple into the lifestyle. A very young couple of my acquaintance, Mike and Shea have decided to enter this journey for the first time. I told them I'd be happy to show them around, introduce them to people, and make sure that they have a safe and fun first experience. They will do great, I know, as they are both vivacious and funny, attractive and daring. But they are young, and still have all their ingrained hangups to overcome. I assured them that this journey, this lifestyle is something you take at your own pace, and nobody can ever pressure you to do differently.
Jachin also got introduced to everyone, and I was surprised that he wasn't familiar with the majority of the crowd, since they all attended the swing club he'd frequented with his now ex girlfriend. But he hadn't met them, so I made the rounds with him, let them know he was Malcolm's new roommate, and then went to have a drink of the happy happy blue stuff. The lady that puts on this party is an unbelievable cook, and had made her famous pans of lasagna and some pumpkin chocolate chip cookies. There were a bunch of other yummies there, and both Jachin and I took some time to chow. We chatted with Mike and Shea, trying to ease their jitters. I had to laugh because what I take for granted as standard at a party was making their eyes pop out of their head. LOL, I LOVE this life! I decided to hang out with my girlcrush and her husband, out by the bonfire. I'd had some drink, had a smoke, and eaten quite enough, especially after the booze pie someone shoved at me. LOL, I did shove a couple of spoonfuls down Jachin's throat too, as well as Shea. What did she say that was so funny...."Wow, it's like a fucking party in my mouth!! What the hell IS that?" LOLOL!
Jachin went to the store for some cigarettes and took some time to hang out in the 420 trailer later, talking and laughing with the peeps there. He knew I wanted some alone time with my couple and had agreed to be my designated driver so that I could indulge in my happy blue stuff since I was child free for the evening. God knows I've been his DD enough in this lifetime, it was his turn to return the favor. I went to hang out with my couple, and we found the boudoir room. This room is a one room log cabin that Linda and Lewis built for themselves, including a huge bed that Lewis built out of cedar posts. It was amazing, the whole thing was fucking amazing. And finally, I got privacy with these 2 amazing people. YUM.
Cripes, I dunno what it is about this woman that drives me crazy. I could honestly lick her pussy for hours and not want anything else. I love her taste, I love the way she comes, I love it all, and this time I got to feel her tongue as well. She is just amazing, although I'll have to think twice about torturing her in the future, as she most definitely knows how to make me pay. LOLOL. I also had the pleasure of tasting her husband this time, and that was awesome too. I really like this soft spoken man who likes to laugh, and definitely knows how to make a girl feel good. I just like hanging with this couple so much. But it was cold, and we acknowledged the need to get dressed eventually or else freeze to death. And as it was getting really late, it seemed like a great time to just go home.
Jachin was back to hanging out in the kitchen with the lasagna. I said goodbye to our hostess and did the head snapping thing at him, and he was ready to leave as well. He knew I was pretty well trashed, and I reeked of sex. My hair had come down and was a hot mess, and he looked at me quietly, laughed, and asked if I'd had a good time. I smiled and just nodded with a "mm hmmm". He helped me to the car, and we drove the five minutes home. Pretty much the last thing I remember was stripping down naked and falling into bed, all the lights still on. I woke up this morning and was so grateful that Jachin hadn't tried to push me into doing something. And here is where I know he is a man of integrity. As drunk and stoned as I was last night, and as turned on from all the playing, I know that he knew he could have had whatever he wanted. But he knew I'd also regret it in the morning, and he did exactly what Malcolm had asked him to do...he kept me safe.
I won't lie, this week has been tough on both Jachin and I. We've done some fighting, rehashing shit from the past, AND the present for that matter as he and I disagree on his psycho and how she acts. I tend to get upset when adults behave badly in front of children, especially when those children are his and mine. He thinks I should consider the source, know she's a bad person and that she's jealous as hell, and move on from there. I wanted him to shut it down, and let her know that her stupidity was unacceptable, ESPECIALLY in the presence of children. I haven't spoken to Malcolm about that incident yet, but I know he'll be livid. Anywho, I finally sat down next to Jachin, let him hold me, and told him I didn't want to fight with him anymore over it. He's a grown man, and I certainly can't "fix" him. It's my trying to that makes both him and I stress over stuff only he has control over. I can't tell him to get the crazies out of his life, I can't force him to want to end the drama. He's gotta do all that for himself. So in taking a step back I gain a measure of peace knowing that there really are things outside of my scope of influence. I'm there for him now, and have always been there when he needed a friend. That's really all I can do.
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