Comfortably Numb

How did we get here? All the little silences along the way, the lack of time spent, the insinuations made.
A Giant Mistake.

I'm sad, and tired. And I miss him already, miss that reaching out to the other half of me, although it's never been a full half....maybe a third, or maybe one fifth. It wasn't enough in the end. I've not a doubt that he loves me to the best of his ability. I love him as much tonight as I always have. But the culmination of his lies and my insecurities has brought us to this point.

I can't change that he betrayed me with the one psychopath on earth that's an issue in my mind. I hope she enjoyed it, because she just cost him quite alot.

I hope in the future he and I can be friends. But our time together on the road is ending again, and I have to keep going.

I love you daddy, be well.