People talk about me a lot. Some people say I'm crazy. Some people think I'm genius. Some people hate me, others love me. I suppose I'm blessed to make people feel SOMETHING, as opposed to nothing. This week I got a message from a woman I used to think was my friend. The friendship itself has been in a slow, steady decline for some years now, based mostly on the fact that this woman introduced me to Satan, but never wanted me to fall for him, nor him for me.
She has been furious for years that I "took him away from her". However, the truth is Satan went where he wanted and when he wanted to go. He isn't the type of man anyone can take. He is only to be accepted for who he is, when he is there in front of you. Loving him is an entirely different issue. Loving Satan means accepting him for who he is....baby mama llama drama, freakish tendencies, polyamory, and all. Not some, ALL.
This week I got a message delivered to me via a 3rd party from this woman. I'm not sure when she lost the ability to speak for herself and deliver her own words? When did she become so frightened of me that she found it impossible to approach me? What exactly have I done to inspire such abject and utter hatred?
The message was something to the effect that "Lilith's evil reign will end when people find out who she really is. Then her lies and games, and her fantasy world will all finally end." Before, the string of adjectives people used on me were usually "Cold and uncaring, harsh and unforgiving, a maneating, emasculating she-devil from hell who stabs all her men in the back with a knife and then licks the blade clean." All that and then some.
I'm really a simple girl, not much artifice for those that know me. I am loyal to my friends, I love deeply, I hate conflict and prefer to walk away from toxic people. I don't really care for drama. At the end of it all I am not affected by these words because they are only issued for the purpose of creating useless drama. The men and women that I love, and who love me in return have the opinion that this woman has finally gone over the deepest of the deep ends. It has provided us with much amusement concerning the vitriol of the sentiment. It also makes me a bit sad though.
To this woman, here is my sentiment back to you: I wish you nothing but the best in your life. I wish you to find love, loyalty, caring, and happiness in the people you surround yourself with. I wish you fun, humor, and imagination in all of your days. I wish you companionship. I wish you success in all of your ventures, and I wish you security in your future.
That is my fantasy world. I very much enjoy living there, and so do many many others. I hope you can build your own and be happy there too.
One Love,
Lilith
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